The final goodbye

Yes I told you because I know it would let you move on from me, because you needed to move on from me. You have your own life and I'm not in any part of it anymore and this was the only way I could think of by telling you my mistake that you would move on. I know it was hard for you to hear it and I know it made you sad and mad at me but I feel that your feelings for me needed to come to an end, because the feelings I had for you had been cut off a while ago. I was willing to try being friends but it just seems like you won't be ready for that for along time, seeing how it was that we fought more out of the relationship than in, it was just not worth it. Now that this final goodbye has been said I am at total peace with myself and with you. It was such a fun time while it lasted but now it's time to finally move on, so goodbye.

I'm sorry I had to leave on such a sad moment but it had to be done.

Yes it was the biggest mistake I will ever make in life but I have to move on from it and learn to take the consequences from my actions. This road I've chosen will be hard as hell but it is very much needed. I do not regret what I did at all, I live with the mistakes I make because it will make me a better person in the end, heck life's not fun without the bumps along the way.



This song has been hitting me really hard and is well needed to listen to, it's off Switchfoot's new album 'Hello Hurricane' and the songs is called 'Mess of Me'

I am my own affliction
I am my own disease
There ain´t no drug that they could sell
No, there ain´t no drug to make me well

There ain't no drug
There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
It´s not enough
The sickness is myself

I've made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
The rest of my life alive!

We lock our souls in cages
inside these prison cells
It´s hard to free the ones you love
Ohh, when you can´t forgive yourself
Forgive yourself!

There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
The sickness is myself

I've made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
The rest of my life alive!

AHHHHHHOOOOO!

There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
There ain´t no drug
No drugs to make me well
There ain´t no drug
It´s not enough
There ain't no drug
The sickness is myself
The sickness is myself

I've made a mess of me I wanna get back the rest of me
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna reverse this tragedy
I´ve made a mess of me I wanna spend the rest of my life alive
The rest of my life aliiiive!