Humbug

Lately life just isn't going my way at all. Almost every time I really want get together with a good friend something happens literally 5 minutes before I leave the house where they cancel. Even today I was looking forward to going sledding with a couple good friends and I get a text saying something came up and like that the hopefulness I had stored up all day just got crushed. The only good thing that has come out of the last like week is that I got 3 sweet tee's from Threadless today.

I'm not saying I'm mad that even when I see friends all I hear is how life is sucking for them as well, because I am all for listening. It just makes me sad that in this cheerful season that many are sad, including me. I even had to turn off the Christmas music I have been listening to because it wasn't making me cheerful at all. Had to make the switch to Sigur Rós.

So much just isn't wanting to go with me right now and hopefully it starts soon, because Christmas is going to suck if it doesn't.